Good self-awareness. You know what's wrong with your life and are fixing it.You intuitively know what to change, which sets you up for success.
A direction is enough to start your journey.The "how" will reveal itself as you pursue your goal.
Despite not being at your best right now.A strong sense of self underpins everything. How can you know your destination without knowing yourself?
People may say you're annoying. But this is because you don't accept what's offered, which many do. Boundaries and standards are fine.
You don't have "your type" or "dream job."You keep going, accepting life's ups and downs. You keep trying and accept failure and success.
While the opposite is sometimes necessary, you should take yourself and your goals seriously.That may bother certain people, but they may not like your determination.
When were you a youngster who wanted to be something? Having the same calling today is good. You follow your passion even when you're not doing what you want yet.